Somehow... I've made it this far.

I always seem to have the most inspiration when I'm driving.
I get these awesome one-liners, great ideas for topics to write on and I'm oh, so articulate... when I realize it...I completely forget the thought. Such is life..?

I began this new journey in August of 2010.
All I knew was that;
I had $150 in my pocket,
I had a dream,
a vision for my life,
a promise that came with a call,
an acceptance letter to Deeper (the school I've been attending since Sept2010),
and that I was driving to Vacaville, ca September 5. A city I've never been.. without a place to live, the cost of tuition or knowledge of how I would acquire either.

This past year wasn't much different. I never really knew where groceries, gas, tuition payments were coming from.
But, I was totally taken care of.
completely.
It was scary.
It was freeing.

I learned a level of trust I never knew I could experience.
I gained a new level of confidence.

I'm quickly approaching the start of second year.
this time with a place to live.
I've got about $2 to my name.
A quarter tank of gas and no idea how I'm going to pay tuition this next year.
Or for anything really.

Even after all the breakthrough I've experienced this year in trust in the Lord's willingness to provide for me. I still had to fight to hold the ground I've taken in the midst of what seems like a silly move.
I know there's a promise.
I know I walk in tremendous favor.
More importantly, I know Jehovah Jireh - God our Provider.

I have really big plans.
Even bigger dreams.
and LOTS of hope.

needless to say.. I'm excited for "the midnight hour"
there's no way I've fought this long and this hard to give up now.
I'm no where near done with this wildly fantastic adventure.

Life is to be lived.

I'm living mine the way I like.

prayer support is always incredibly appreciated.


thanks.