Thursday, September 16, 2010

In The Center.

Throughout this entire journey from start (being introduced to the idea of Deeper) to the present (I am a Deeper student) there's been the same struggle I'm sure most of you if not all are very familiar with. That is, "Am I really doing what God wants me to do?" and yesterday, for the first time I can remember, I began to cry out of excitement/joy/curiosity/thankfulness and really to best sum it up I was awestruck because I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I'm directly in the center of the will of God in my life. This conclusion comes only after very careful prayer and more confirmation than an average person would need. I'm here and I'm completely amazed at how God's shown up and just what He's done and who He's used to get me here.

NOT ONLY has He confirmed my being here but He's been opening up and uncovering the very precious and special gifts He's placed in me. I'm so excited. I'm just SO excited and really just in love with the present move of God in my life.

This past weekend I traveled up to Redding, Ca to visit with my dear dear friends. friends that hold not only a special place in my heart but they make my spirit feel at home! there was even a point in time when I, having never visited Redding, said, "I'm so glad to be back HERE." this statement was particularly profound to my spirit because it was the time my feelings and what I knew to be true (that we were all very connected in spirit) was confirmed. Anyway, during that time in Redding the Lord really showed up and worked me so-to-speak haha. He lovingly revealed to me something that I was lying to not only myself but my closest friends about. So because of that I was able to take care of it the best way I knew how and executed it with the help and strategies of the Holy One my dearest friend. I can't express to you the freedom I experienced from this!

Now, this week of school started off with God speaking to me about that release and the freedom I experienced. Not only did I feel the freedom in my spirit and general thought life but I experienced it in my tears and my worship. It was liberating!

I hit a wall... the next day (weds) I was having trouble pressing in during worship in the morning my mind was racing on about a million different tracks! it wasn't until later that evening we had our prophetic ministry time. There was exponential breakthrough. An excerpt
"Sarah, we're breaking off of you every feeling of isolation, of being alone of fighting the battles alone, hasn't been just a feeling it's been the truth. but now it's not true anymore this is a new time for you..."

This is only part of what was spoken over me during the prophetic ministry time. Can I just say...NAIL ON THE HEAD!! so dead on to exactly what I was battling that weekend.

Anyway I'm so excited to be able to share this journey with you! and if you'd like to be apart of my Intercessory Team send me your email address and you'll get personal emails and in depth updates on what's happening on a (hopefully) day to day basis.

thanks so much for reading continue to press in and search for His center in your LIFE!!!

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